March 29, 2008
I do…care. I just can’t tell you what you want to hear. Which seems to be a theme in my life right now. Just because you can’t say something doesn’t mean you don’t want to. You can want to very much and be with a person and be happy with them and not love them. And you can love someone and not want to be with them. You don’t need to love someone to want them. Oh, it’s frustrating. When your brain tells you what you want and what you actually want don’t match up…it’s exhausting and it’s complicated…..but that’s life…and life………sucks.